sinfully mine

: undercloset; September 22nd, 2007

the feeling starts to wearing off..
i still want you but i'm tired of where we are now,
we're so near but there's huge gap between us.
am i the one to be blamed of because we're not moving on at all?

sigh

: undercloset; June 14th, 2007

I went to a very nice place today and I couldnt stop thinking how I wish you were my man
and you hugged me in that very place in that very moment.
I'm screaming your name everyday.. wishing you do the same..

i want you to want me.

why are you playing this game to me.................................................................. stop fucking with me. i fucking want you.

answer these

: undercloset; April 10th, 2007

Found this from a thread in OhNoTheyDidnt, btw, I found that ONTD is more than a gossip community,
it's so resourceful than any lessons I learnt from school.

The Language of Sex: The Heterosexual Questionnaire

M. Rochlin

1. What do you think caused your heterosexuality?

2. When and how did you decided you were a heterosexual?

3. It is possible that your heterosexuality is just a phase you may grow out of?

4. Is it possible that your heterosexuality stems from a neurotic fear of others of the same sex?

5. If you have never slept with a person of the same sex, is it possible that all you need is a good gay lover?

6. Do your parents know that you are straight? Do your friends and/or roommate(s) know? How did they react?

7. Why do you insist on flaunting your heterosexuality? Can't you just be who you are and keep it quiet?

8. Why do heterosexuals place so much emphasis on sex?

9. Why do heterosexuals feel compelled to seduce others into their lifestyles?

10. A disproportionate majority of child molesters are heterosexual. So you consider it safe to expose children to heterosexual teachers?

11. Just what do men and women do in bed together? How can they truly know how to please each other, being so anatomically different?

12. With all the societal support marriage receives, the divorce rate is spiraling. Why are there so few stable relationships among heterosexuals?

13. Statistics show that lesbians have the lowest incidence of sexually transmitted diseases. Is it really safe for a woman to maintain a heterosexual lifestyle and run the risk of disease and pregnancy?

14. How can you become a whole person if you limit yourself to compulsive, exclusive heterosexuality?

15. Considering the menace of overpopulation, how could the human race survive if everyone were heterosexual?

16. Could you trust a heterosexual therapist to be objective? Don't you feel s/he might be inclined to influence you in the direction of her/his own leaning?

17. Would you want your child to be heterosexual, knowing the problems that s/he would face?

From M. Rochlin, "The Language of Sex: The Heterosexual Questionnaire", Changing Men. (Spring 1982), Waterloo, ON, University of Waterloo.

Answering those qs... Dont you begin questioning your own sexuality?
I believe everybody is a bi. Like me. Hahaha.

I'm A

: undercloset; February 17th, 2007

I'm a man
I'm a goddess
Well I'm a virgin
I'm a blue movie
I'm a bitch
I'm a geisha
I'm a little girl
I'm a man
I'm a boy
Well I'm your mother
I'm a one-night stand
I'm a bi
I'm your slave
I'm a dream divine

I'm starting to miss him again.. he's really such a fine asshole.
...
Damn boy, why you so hot?!

kiss me, hug me, thrill me, spank me, fool me, bitch me, sex me, hold me.

woke up

: undercloset; January 17th, 2007

Few days ago,
after I chatted to my sis and my friend about him..
just like woke up from dream world to reality, I realise he was just 'playing' with me (which, of course I realised it since he's started to be cold to me, but.. you know... haha). And I felt like burden in my heart and shoulders were lift.
Very good feeling!
Now, I can face him normally without feeling awkward at all.

=D

in the end

: undercloset; January 12th, 2007

I think.. I'm really hoping for nothing.
I cant stop this feeling but there's nothing I can do.

I sleep by his sweet sms
I travel by his songs

I'm so hopeless romantic.

What about all those sweet words u've told me?
What about all those promises u've said to me?

Please sms me, please call me, please chat with me, please talk to me...

Call me desperate, I am!

I just... dont want to lose you..........

mellow

: undercloset; January 7th, 2007

To think that I was so sure he could be the one, I felt so hopelessly mad in love with him.. really, afterall this time i've been denying what love is, never knew I would admited it.
But as time goes by, I'm feeling the chemistry between us is slowy vanished into thin air..
I become so numb
and feel so stupid... ya.. Idiotic me.

What do I expect? Oh Mr. Popular you are too much for me...
I keep reminding my self, "You know he's a smooth talker." but I just couldnt resist him.. he was so anthusiastic, so energetic, so much like a sun but..me.. I'm just a cloudy day in a lazy sunday, makes people want to sleep.

In a smokey bathroom, I'm questioning my self, "Am I hoping for nothing?"

.... I still want him be mine! please? eventho later maybe I would regret it.

lonely

: undercloset; August 25th, 2006

Be my girlfriend pretty please?

Layyyzeee

: undercloset; August 8th, 2006

So much articles to read
So much things to be done
So much puzzles to be solved

and yet, I'm so fucking lazy.

Why?
I dunno

I have promised to myself that this semester I'll be a "nice" girl.
I think I broke my own promise! uh oh.

...

I'm off.

Curtain's up

: undercloset; August 7th, 2006

Well well,

Finally I created a livejournal.

My sanctuary.

undercloset

sinfully mine

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